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No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 13:16
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Hello everyone. I am a devoted ally in my mid 40s. My soulmate and kindred spirit is in his late 20s. I have been obsessed with consanguinamory ***oh my god, what a beautiful word*** since I started having feelings for him.

At first I thought it was only a fantasy, the fleeting lust of a lonely woman, wanting him only because I could never have him. I was so wrong. I became heartsick while at the same time falling in love. The pain of forbidden love is unbearable. I suffered until the moment I learned that my love was reciprocated. Since then I have never felt so complete, and so conflicted.

I have surrendered my heart and we are madly in love, but we have not yet consummated our relationship. I am struggling to overcome the fear and shame that I know exist in me only because of society's hatred and unjustifiable discrimination against consensual incest between adults.

I’m sorry, I know this is more than I’m supposed to share. I tend to lose control of my natural intensity and get carried away. I suppose that is how I got into this mess in the first place. I have been so afraid to admit this to anyone, even to myself. I don’t know what to expect. I just hope to connect with likeminded, empathetic souls who understand what I’m going through.
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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 14:16
Good morning, TT! Glad you had the courage to post your intro. I certainly hope we can help you.

It'd probably be best to continue in either the GSA or non-GSA member forum, depending on which fits you best.

Again, welcome! We'll have to wait for an admin to approve you, but personally I don't see any difficulty.

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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 14:54
Thank you. I immediately regretted sharing so much detail. Appropriateness is one of my many weaknesses.
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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 14:59
No regrets here, TT, and I didn't find any of it inappropriate for an intro. You can go back and edit your intro to remove the detail that you don't want to make publicly known. All you really need to post in your intro is a very brief description of why you want to join and the ages of the people involved.

Jane Doe wrote:These introductions need not be long, just a little to confirm that you are 18 years old or older, and just let us know a very basic outline, Like are you/were you involved, or are you an ally, do you know somebody else who is in a consanguinamorous relationship? A couple of short sentences will suffice. This isn't a suggestion, it's a requirement for everyones protection and security.

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P.S. Great avatar!


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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 15:09
Hello and welcome. I can definitely relate to where you are at having been there myself. You have come to the right place for help, advice and guidance. Hang in there. It will get better.
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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 15:53
Welcome aboard! I've cleared you to participate
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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 21:33
hiya & welcome!
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Re: No turning back...

on Sat 30 Dec - 23:41
Welcome. Believe me, I know all about the emotional whirlwind you're experiencing, and the doubts... I went through the same when I first got together with my dad. Everything you're describing, including the intensity, is perfectly normal for folk like us. The feeling of completeness is like no other. If and when you consummate the relationship, those feelings will become even more pronounced. Society hates us, but do not think even for a second that it makes a relationship between you and your son wrong, it doesn't. What really matters is that you are both happy. Be 100% sure that it's what you both really want before going for it. Either way, we will be here for support and a listening ear.
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