In my mid 20s I was with my mother 3 times and it was the most loving, passionate, intense experience of my life

Growing up in my house, nudity was not a big deal and talking about sex wasn't something consider wrong or inappropriate. Although at that time I did not know that my parents were swingers nor did I know that my mom was bi-sexual. One of the first porno movies I ever saw was called Taboo starring Kay Parker as a mother who can't resist her sexual attraction to her own son. This seemed very erotic and hot to me, no not that I had ever thought about my mother or any other family member in that way but to be so fucking hot for each other that something so taboo and forbidden just doesn't matter........ you have to fuck!! So needless to say incest became one of the masturbatory fantasies...never actually picturing a family member. So fast forward to my mid twenties, I am out of the Navy, a full time college student and working full time, as well as I had just broken up with my girlfriend. My Parents got divorced after 28 years of marriage, my mom lived alone in a 2 br. apartment and she was feeling alone, unattractive, and unwanted. I went to pick her up for lunch but she was not ready so I went in while she finished getting ready. I sat on a barstool and my mom was standing across the room looking at me while we talked. Out of nowhere my mom says, my god Bobby you look so sad if you weren't my son I'd give you a blowjob to cheer you up. I didn't have time for it to sink in, be shocked, or throw a joke back. It was like I was on auto pilot and without missing a beat, I just pulled it out, looked her dead in the eyes and said please don't let that stop you. Before you knew it she was on her knees in front of me, when she was done...I picked her up, carried her into the bedroom and we went at it like animals for the next few hours. This happened twice more and then never again, nor was it spoken of again. It was without a doubt the most loving, passionate, unbridled and hottest sex I have ever had and I have done some crazy things (like sex in the jury room of the Atlantic City courthouse while on jury duty, of all things for a sexual harassment case LOL). My mom has since passed away and I miss her very much but I am ever thankful for that time in my life where my mom and I came together as lovers and not just mom and son. It is not something I regret nor do I feel guilty about it, I never thought I would be this messed up but I absolutely loved having sexual relations with my mother!!

Moved from Announcements to Introductions for decision by the admins.

Frankly, this looks like fap/fetishist material to me and I won't be upgrading your membership.

UN

...Well, you picked a very appropriate day to tell this story.

This is not an April fools Joke, and is 100% the truth!! To feel like I am being Ostracized by a community that claims to be accepting and helpful to people with these beliefs................. Thanks

Okay, let's take this a bit further. I have a lot of questions.

Was your mom a swinger at the time this happened? Did she remain one afterward? Was she drunk or high at the time? Why didn't you talk about it afterward?  Why did you and she stop after only three encounters? How did the second two incidents happen? Did you want them to continue?

We have a number of sons on the board, and some kids of swingers, and maybe they could chime in.

UN

Pokeramorist wrote:This is not an April fools Joke, and is 100% the truth!! To feel like I am being Ostracized by a community that claims to be accepting and helpful to people with these beliefs................. Thanks

I think what has people questioning you is that you came to a forum that's not really about erotic stories and introduced yourself with what some have called an erotic story. KS is a place that's more about informing yourself and emotional support then trading erotic stories. When I came here I came here to try and gather information to reassure my dad that it was ok to pursue an intimate relationship with me. I came to help him overcome many of the ingrained social taboos he had in place. He himself came looking for support and reassurance about our relationship. While I did once come a little close to an erotic story the point of that post wasn't to trade erotic stories I tried to keep it as tasteful as possible and with few details. It was more about how I felt once we had finally consummated our relationship.

Thats just my take anyways I could be wrong. Good Luck.

Good call, UN. This is why Reddit got old.

CelesChere - I am truly sorry if my telling of what happened was not the norm for this site and if I crossed a line because its erotic in nature... I promise you that I am not out to offend anyone or cross any lines....I just think it was something held inside so long that I just unloaded everything in that happened.....and what happened was erotic yes but honestly I was more overwhelmed by it being the amount of love in experience. I was told growing up that sex was (by society/church/everyone) best when it was with someone that you truly love and truly loves you and it wasn't until that experience that I understood what that actually meant. So again please accept my apology for crossing a line and I hope things have worked out well with you and your dad

Unowen17 I will answer all of your questions 1 by 1:

1) Was my mom a swinger at the time it happened? No, she was not. she hadn't had sex since the divorce about 6 months earlier....from what I am aware of her and my father had a few friends and they would sometimes all get together but that's all I know of her swinging.

2) Did she remain one afterward? My mom and I didn't talk too much about her and my Step-Father's sex life so I'm not positive. Just a side note, me and my Step-Father have a great relationship I have much respect for the man that showed my mother unconditional love until the day she died. He is a wonderful friend to me to this day.

3) Was she drunk or high at the time? Neither of us had any intoxicants all in us, not even an over the counter cold tablet

4) Why didn't you talk about it afterward? Well in the short span of time that these encounter happened we discussed the possibility of things between us becoming a long term committed relationship and we just didn't believe that it would be possible to live that way happily with society's views on the subject so we'd have to live in secret, how the rest of our family would react and ostracize us, not to mention if we got caught the potential jail time it could mean due to the laws. So when we agreed that it was probably best not too continue and try to live "normal lives" that it was just something best left alone for a number of reasons. Looking back, because it was so long ago, I couldn't really tell you if it was more me that felt this was best or if it was more her or if we both said we felt that way because we loved each other so much and said that because we thought it was what was best for the other.

5) Why did you and she stop after only three encounters? - see answer to 4, LOL

6) How did the second two incidents happen? - We decided to take a drive and go to the casino's for Dinner and a show as boyfriend and girlfriend and not as mom and son. We were having such a fun evening and the dancing got us very hot so hot that we decided to get a room there and......

7) Did you want them to continue? - Yes of course, had there been a way for us to live freely and not be judged shunned and persecuted by our family, and society I would have married my mom and been with her that way forever

OK, Pokeramorist, with that detail, it's a believable history. I've upgraded you. My regrets for doubting you, but we have to be very careful not to let in people who are here for fetish exchange reasons. KS is for serious discussion with and between some marginalized and hurting people, yourself included, and it's part of my job as a mod to protect them.

And thanks, Celes, for stating the unstated about why many were skeptical of PA's intro.

BTW, "fap" is onomatopoeia for the sound supposedly made when masturbating: "Fap, fap, fap..."

Best,
UN

Pokeramorist wrote:CelesChere - I am truly sorry if my telling of what happened was not the norm for this site and if I crossed a line because its erotic in nature... I promise you that I am not out to offend anyone or cross any lines....I just think it was something held inside so long that I just unloaded everything in that happened.....and what happened was erotic yes but honestly I was more overwhelmed by it being the amount of love in experience. I was told growing up that sex was (by society/church/everyone) best when it was with someone that you truly love and truly loves you and it wasn't until that experience that I understood what that actually meant. So again please accept my apology for crossing a line and I hope things have worked out well with you and your dad

I'm not offended. Now that your upgraded I would recommend you take some time to familiarize yourself with the rules and read some threads so you can get a feel for what's generally considered acceptable. While people do talk about sex here you wont find the posts to be as graphic as what you might see at r/incest, Experience Project, or Literotica.

Unowen17 wrote:OK, Pokeramorist, with that detail, it's a believable history. I've upgraded you. My regrets for doubting you, but we have to be very careful not to let in people who are here for fetish exchange reasons. KS is for serious discussion with and between some marginalized and hurting people, yourself included, and it's part of my job as a mod to protect them.

And thanks, Celes, for stating the unstated about why many were skeptical of PA's intro.

BTW, "fap" is onomatopoeia for the sound supposedly made when masturbating: "Fap, fap, fap..."

Best,
UN

I'd rather we take a chance on someone and then boot them if they become a problem then see someone who needs our support turned away because they had a poor introduction.

This almost deserves its own thread.

CelesChere wrote:I'd rather we take a chance on someone and then boot them if they become a problem then see someone who needs our support turned away because they had a poor introduction.

There are points to be made both ways. I suppose the essential difference here is whether to err in favor of protecting the members already in the group or in favor of supporting prospective members who might not interview well.

We can never make the decision perfectly all the time. My view is to always err on the side of the safety for the 300+ people already in KS. KS would not last very long in its present form if the membership thought it was becoming just another fetish site.

Fortunately, it all worked out in the end. We'll do it a little more smoothly next time.

Best,
UN

First UN, TY for taking the time to listen and converse with me to understand that I just wasn't familiar enough with the site and to discover that I was being truthful.

And CelesChere thank you for accepting my apology and teaching me about navigating, learning, and interacting with the site

and to the point that CelesChere raised being the one that was initially rejected: I understand completely that you have a job to do and need to protect the integrity of the site and its members and I agree with that, no doubt. Is there anyway that a potential member could be sent a message with some questions about their submission prior to a decision being made? because anyone telling the truth who is actually looking for a community of support and discussion as opposed to a porn site will be able to answer any questions as I did when UN presented his questions to me.

Like I said earlier, PA, we'll handle it more smoothly next time.

You had our most senior admins wondering what was going on. I'm just glad we got it cleared up.

Best,
UN

It appears that this issue is resolved. Welcome to KS, just please read the site rules

Sorry, dude. I'm getting to be not very good with April fool's anymore now as I close in on middle age. Case in point, totally falling for Unowen's thread...

Say, what happened to it--was it deleted? That was really well done! We must remember to watch out for you next year!

Yep, I deleted it after midnight. No sense keeping it around.

Oh, nothing’s going to happen next year.

Best,
UN

Welcome, Pokeramorist. As you can see, we are very protective of our members and the tone of the forum. I hope you find this place some help and are in turn able to help others.