New Old Memeber Brother love for Sister

Hi
My name is John im 58 and i have secret love for my younger sister Lisa and probably you can see this in my user name. we live in SE UK and id like to correspond with other brother sister couples as well as write on here to attest to my own feelings about my love.

I loved her now i recognize or at least was attracted to her since the age of 7 when i was just a boy so i know its natural and i no longer feel bad about it  and because of it i often wonder how many guys secretly innocently adore and are attracted their own sisters like me and visa versa.

Not in a relationship but wish i owned up to my sister when we were young teenagers and i often think mine and her lives could of been much better for it if we had. been attracted to other women but not like my sister. the feelings are so much more stronger and erotic.

Please dont assume my avatar is a joke. my sister just shares the same first name as lisa simpson i on the other hand was a bit like bart and his blue haired friend combined who was in love with barts sister who was desperately keeping it all a secret from the neighborhood bully who in fact was my elder step brother so many similarity's except parent wise

John, please check your DM.

Peace,
UN