My (somewhat longer than intended) Intro

Um, hello all!

I'm 37, male and..... well... I don't really know where to start past that... I'm definitely an ally but... I do have something of an experience. Well, more like a series of events from when I was younger and decades worth of introspection that made me realize that, yeah, I do display FSA and am CIAO, or at least bisang since it's more about if we can click.... but again, kinda complicated in my thoughts and what I want in a relationship....

Anyway, I... didn't realize a community like this existed and spent the majority of my life, outside of fiction and stuff, that there would be other ppl who really had such relationships... Like, for real. Sorry, I'm something of a cynical skeptic and a bit jaded... Call it another byproduct of my less than ideal circumstances growing up.

Sorry, I've just never talked about this before and have a lot to get off my chest... Air it all out and get some outside perspective on where I'm and and how I got here. I don't hate myself or anything like that, and was never incest-averse even when I was a kid, though I had the sense to keep that to myself until long into my adulthood. I'm just tired of keeping this side of myself locked up now that there 'are' ppl who might understand where I'm coming from and just... want to not feel scared of being open about it or that, if I do want to have a relationship like that one day, I can... even if I know it might be hard .

Sorry again for the longer intro than intended but... again, i just have a lot I wanna get off my chest and be a better, more honest, version of me. So yeah, even as I type all this out... I can't help but be scared.

You're not the only one who was surprised that a community like this existed! My sister and I joined last month after being together for nearly a year and we just assumed there wouldn't be anything like this. I'm glad that you've found this place though. Welcome to KS!

Thanks.
It's just... Kinda strange opening up about it, well... even though I haven't said much about myself really.
I dunno, it just feels nice being able to get even a fraction of it off my chest, y'know?

Hi, Crevanille, welcome to Kindred Spirits. I’ve upgraded your account.

Seems like you have a lot of things to sort out. You’re welcome to sort them out here. Which relatives are you attracted to?

Peace,
UN

EDIT:
It was my sister.
Full story on 'Non-GSA'.

Crevanille, everything here can be seen by anyone, KS member or not. But it occurred to me that you might have a reason for posting the long form of your story publicly, so I wanted to ask first. Do you want me to move it to Non-GSA?

Peace,
Steve.

Sorry, I wrote the above literally just before getting membership approved so it's more of a duplicate now... I'll delete it since I already posted it in Non-GSA right after getting approved.

Sorry about that.