41m USA. a little experience with sisters and so close with mom

I'm 41 in USA far west near the beach. I've had a lot of really REALLY close experiences growing up. with my mom and 2 sisters separately.

And I think I'm manifesting more incest into my life.

My neighbor is around my age and has a hot daughter living at home. I asked if they were sisters when we first met.

Now the mom keeps trying to help me with shit, and ALWAYS mentions her daughter.

She said she's going to have her daughter come clean my apartment this weekend.

I also think that my sister is becoming re-attracted to me but is ashamed of it. My masculine and spiritual energy has been growing deeply and I think she sees that, but she has family.

I used to watch sex videos that I found of my mom. I'm pretty sure she knew because this was back when I had to rewind the video on the camcorder to the spot it was left at.

It was so fucking hot to watch my mom looking at me in the eyes (through the lens) as she [graphic description of sex acts on video deleted — UN] knowing that it could have been mine if I had the balls at the time

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Peace,
UN