In love with my own mother

Hi, I am Michael ,35 ,and I have feelings for my mother . I have never engaged in any sort of physical relationship with her , but I have conveyed my feelings to her multiple times. Initially she rejected me but later on when she made a move on me I foolishly rejected her. Ever since then we have been playing this cat and mouse game and I wish to find a way to be her lover .Some things have happened in the past between us, but I will share it another day. My dream is to be her lover and marry her publicly with her consent in front of family and friends. But that's an impossible dream that can never come true.

Welcome to the group.
There are other mother son relationships here.
I was with my mom 30 years ago for about 5 years.

I approached my mom first, we talked together and agreed to connect sexually. There were some rough bumps in the beginning after the first time but eventually things were very comfortable and fun, even exciting at times.

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Please share more about your interest and opportunities each of you have had, if you feel comfortable.